holding my breath

is it ok to miss something just because it's easy?
or familiar?
or so unlike what you have?
only nostalgia
because i'm somewhere where things are moving slowly
exciting slowness
building
preparing
for the big bright future

going home

it has been decided! can you feel the earth shift. i am moving back to South Africa
yes back home, where i feel i belong.
i love england with it's music, pubs and football obssession but i miss home.
i'll miss my not so new friends but i'm looking forward to seeing all my old friends and finding a uni place in cape town.
EXCITEMENT