over it

i'm over/tied of: waiting around, being treated like i'm stupid, being told i can't do something, my passport restrictions, the cold weather.
i'm just in a miserable mood. time to get on with it!

Cee Lo Green - Forget You

thought i'd go with the edited version.

had a night out with the boys last night and i swear i always have more fun with them. although they were shocked that i was 18. hmmmm do i have wrinkles??

boxes

this is the bullring, birmingham in 2008

while sitting on a bench on the high street of wolverhampton, i've realised that we all put people in boxes. as a group of girls walked past, all dressed in the latest fashion i immediately started imagining what they were like. probably listen to R&B. weird how we do this. i personally love people watching. there's somehting entertaining about seeing all the diversity and trying to guess what their lives are like. i wonder what people guess about me?

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Official Video]

:)

skype

just had my first conversation on skype with michelle! it was awesome, it's lovely to speak to someone face to face when you havent seen them in 2 years. we've been keeping in touch by facebook etc.
i'll be seeing you soon mix :D

going home

it has been decided! can you feel the earth shift. i am moving back to South Africa
yes back home, where i feel i belong.
i love england with it's music, pubs and football obssession but i miss home.
i'll miss my not so new friends but i'm looking forward to seeing all my old friends and finding a uni place in cape town.
EXCITEMENT

update

just to let you guys know what i'm doing in case you thought i'd given up on life or something.

at the moment life is pretty monotonous. i'm studying for january resit exams : this i fear is not going well. i'm not motivated enough because ive done all the work before so it's lost all the excitement. but i'll try my best
i've still got my job at macdonalds, saving for a trip one day. maybe apple picking in new zealand with my friend sean or a summer camp counselor in america or maybe even the thailand trip or trip back home to SA.
and i'm still playing hockey, i'm much fitter than i was so thats good :D

the future is still wide open