daisies

today i sat in the park in the sunshine with the boys i have come to call my friends and bella. sitting there laughing with each other, i realised that life isn't about how much you do or see but whether or not you've had fun doing it and how you've affected others life. i mean i like to think that peoples lives would be different if they hadn't met me. i know i feel that way about the people in my life.
tomorrow i will walk to school and i will try and figure out a plan for the near future at least.
Kez*

let's

let's travel the world together
let's kiss in every city we explore
let's sit under the stars and wonder why we rush when we have all the time in the world
let's argue until the only way to reconcile is to caress
let's dance around to no music until we're dizzy
let's spend an entire day playing cards in a field
let's watch a film together on other ends of a phone
let's be
let's



ramblings, thoughts that cross my mind, wishes...
Kez*

Scott Pilgrim vs the World

Scott Pilgrim vs the World is one the most amazing films i've ever watched. i absolutely loved it. if you haven't seen it yet go NOW! :D
laughing the whole way through :)

Snow Patrol "You Could Be Happy" Animation

snow patrol = one of my favourite artists of all time

you could be happy

Kez*

London ACT TWO

so back to London i went. 3 hours and 55 minutes on the coach to get there with a layover at birmingham coach station, where we played cards. i have bad luck with cards, i don't think i'll ever step foot in a casino lol

Trafalga square. it took a lot of effort to get up there.

at the SA consulet we waited for an hour and a half just to be told that i forgot to sign one form. typical. but that's done and now i wait and prepare for my travel which WILL happen, i'll make sure of it.

some extra pictures

Results day :)

A picture taken by lianne which i think shows how much fun i had on my 18th lol

LONDON tomorrow

Kez*

P.S. I'm playing cricket today. i have no idea how but they needed numbers so i'll let you know whether or not i get hit or fall over. :)

results day

i have to post the good and the bad. thats what a blog is i suppose.
i got my results and although they would be considered great by most people, they are just not good enough especially when i was expecting better. i wanted ABB i got BBC. 3 marks off an A in maths.
when i read the paper i could feel everything build up and then it burst and i was in tears. it just seemed to me that nothing i ever planned or worked for went right. i know i was and probabley still am allowing myself to sink into self-pity.
to top it all off i realised that if i want to do resits i will have to postpone my South Africa trip. nothing is going the way it's supposed to.
and now we're all going out to celebrate. i'll celebrate everyone else's success. what else am i meant to do.

damn passport

i have to go to london... again
there's a signature missing on one of the forms for my passport renewal -_- was not impressed with this information, surely they should have checked the first time!!!
so i've rallied some friends to come with me so we'll make it a good day.

results day tomorrow. i can actually feel the wave of panic rise up in me when i think about it. i'm terrified i've messed them up. not that i'll need them soon as i'm still unwanted by the universities in England. ok thats a lie they want me just not as their own, they want to bankrupt me while educating me. go home or pay up basically. a bit cynical but yeah

lost prophets playing in the back round: It's not the end of the world now darling, but i can see it form here

how fitting
Kez*

House Of pain - Jump Around Music Video

90's music rocks! babylon plays this :)

18th Celebration

so i went 'uptown' as they call it and have mixed feelings about it. it's what you make of it i think.
personally i love to dance. didn't get much pictures as i thought it wise to not take my camera seeing as i lose umbrellas monthly

before :)

royal london

royal london, no dancing here

claire in royal london, love the hat :)

babylon, this is where the dancing and cocktails began :) and then off to planet, a place where you can be whoever you want to be. awesomes

so officially 18, JOKE!!!

NIGHT OUT TONIGHT

tonight the long awaited celebration occurs!!!! woooo
just got some wardrobe dilemmas to deal with. so this is the good side of being 18 :)
kez*

18th birthday

Happy Birthday to me! and do you know how i'm celebrating it by going to work... yay
but not to worry i have plans for the rest of the week TOWN. Everyone around me has been turning 18 and i've had to listen to the fun times they've all had uptown in the clubs and bars and pubs etc. now i'm not a big fan of alcohol but i love having a laugh with my friends. so i'll endure the day by reminding myself, we're entitled a birthday week really :D
just got my first birthday card :)
ok so off to work i go
Kez*
ps. i sent my first postcard ever, from london to michelle

London

Do you remember that post about taking finerprints i did at the police station; well they were invalid as i was told by the South African High Commision. So i had to go to London to get them done. That part went smoothly. We explored London afterward.



Green Park ouside Buckingham Palace. Optomistic sunchairs.



no explanation needed. but this, i regrettabley say, is the most interesting part of buckingham palace. seriously it's just a big building.

and the crest thingy on the gates

a beautiful modern building near the tower bridge.

underground paulo nutini. He was quite cool. the underground was quite exciting. except don't get on at 5, you might get squashed by home-goers.

mom in front of tower bridge

The House of parliment, Downing Street was close by.

hiding from the rain, under umbrellas and a tree.

it smelled in there but it had to be done :D

LONDON to be explored again
Kez*

1950's cocktail party

My friend alex threw a 1950's cocktail party, well it was a fun night among some friends where we dressed up and mixed drinks.

i thoight the sepia effect would suit so here are some pictures:

i am so lucky to have these friends

Kez*