some extra pictures

Results day :)

A picture taken by lianne which i think shows how much fun i had on my 18th lol

LONDON tomorrow

Kez*

P.S. I'm playing cricket today. i have no idea how but they needed numbers so i'll let you know whether or not i get hit or fall over. :)

results day

i have to post the good and the bad. thats what a blog is i suppose.
i got my results and although they would be considered great by most people, they are just not good enough especially when i was expecting better. i wanted ABB i got BBC. 3 marks off an A in maths.
when i read the paper i could feel everything build up and then it burst and i was in tears. it just seemed to me that nothing i ever planned or worked for went right. i know i was and probabley still am allowing myself to sink into self-pity.
to top it all off i realised that if i want to do resits i will have to postpone my South Africa trip. nothing is going the way it's supposed to.
and now we're all going out to celebrate. i'll celebrate everyone else's success. what else am i meant to do.

damn passport

i have to go to london... again
there's a signature missing on one of the forms for my passport renewal -_- was not impressed with this information, surely they should have checked the first time!!!
so i've rallied some friends to come with me so we'll make it a good day.

results day tomorrow. i can actually feel the wave of panic rise up in me when i think about it. i'm terrified i've messed them up. not that i'll need them soon as i'm still unwanted by the universities in England. ok thats a lie they want me just not as their own, they want to bankrupt me while educating me. go home or pay up basically. a bit cynical but yeah

lost prophets playing in the back round: It's not the end of the world now darling, but i can see it form here

how fitting
Kez*