mixed emotions

i'm like a cocktail of emotions just floating around. different ones keep floating to the surface. i have a really good night, a laugh with friends and i feel like life couldn't get better.
but then the next day is like the biggest anticlimax. I start to think about all the things i want to do and all the stupid obsticles that keep popping up. money being the main one i suppose. Can't go to university yet, can't travel spontaneously because i have to apply for visas for each place i want to go. i mean what exactly does that leave for the right here, right now. elbow-greased-hard-work :/ great

or i'll be on facebook and i'll see a picture of my friends in SA and i can see exactly where i would be standing. It's not even that i want their lives to stand still but sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if i stayed. of course i love my life here, it's different so i suppose there's no comparison.

life is so confusing sometimes, really. God send down someone to point which way i'm meant to be going please, thanks, much appreciated.

Kez*

SA game

let's make it a hatric >> three posts in one day
So in case you were wondering, SA lost miserabley against Uraguay 0-3. It was so difficult to watch, the supporters looked so sad, i was heartbroken with them. South Africa dreams pretty much crushed. Maybe if we win against france we might stand a chance. fingers crossed.

BBQ & England game

The England vs. Algeria game was sooo disappointing that we chose to inore the result and have a BBQ! wooooo! sitting around sipping cider, eating hamburgers, listening to paramore, Thrice, Minus the Bear and some insipid dunstep that was a bit annoying makes for a really good night.

and to my broken-hearted friend, remember that friends are always there to cheer you up so there's always a reason to smile xx

ok i've gotten bored of speaking in french so

i'll send you a postcard

Kez*

Tada!!!

ok i think i fixed it although i can't find a gadget that allows me to make a slideshow of pics :/ only flicker is availabe and seeing as i don't know what it is i doubt i have it lol

Fail much

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING
I tried to change my blog layout and backround and this is how it ended up. how do you get three pictures at the top????
so confused

saying goodbye x

so today was my last ever maths lesson. i have my exam tomorrow. ah i'm going to miss these guys. some of the conversations in this class will never be forgotten, you'd be surprised at the variety of topics lol

Mandeep: with her ever present sighs when the question is just not making sense, yo are not alone my friend

Suki: wit beyong measure, always made me smile and kept the whole class laughing.

Wayne: never a day without sweets to pass around. much appreciated. very fast worker

Mark: crazy hobo with the mob of curly hair

Claire: one of my bestest friends ever. she is the bearer of all miscellaneous knowledge

Emily: the 'bare love' for suki and has an A in a moaning A-level just kidding x

Ashleigh: sorting her M&Ms into colour groups. her frankness is no longer a shock

Chloe: love the smile and absolute genuineness (is that a word, well it is now)

Ruks: sweet innocence and always understanding. never known someone who works as hard as her

Scott: the quietest person i know, you're the backbone of the class mate

Alex: the one to beat, always kept me motivated and the one to ask for help but don't let him speak for too long or you'll get confused

Adam: secret ninja and alex's sidekick. doesn't stop talking to him in low undertones, who knows what can be that important

Ricky: when you turned up to class at least you kept us intertained with your comments

and all the other year 12s: you came the second year so we've not been together for as long. you're lovely and good luck for next year.

and me? i reckon they describe me as the weird foreign girl who we've all gotten used to ;)

england game

ah i feel so sorry for green.
england played USA yesterday and drew 1-1 but what a pitiful goal from USA. Fatal mistake from england's goalkeeper Green cost them englands lead and the ball rolled over the line with geen clawing at it trying to recover.
poor green looked absolutely devastated. there's so much more pressure on goalkeepers.
anyway i can't believe how much of this world cup im actually watching.

supporting two countries, woo
Kez*