so i've decided to start looking for some volunteering oportunities.
but what area to go into i don't know.
Saturday, 31 July 2010
Wednesday, 28 July 2010
Tuesday, 27 July 2010
Saturday, 24 July 2010
shopping
so shopping isn't as much a confidence booster as people seem to make out.
something about the process of trying on garment after garment just to say oh that doesn't: fit me/look good on me/suit me is just a tad depressing.
everyone should have a personal assisstant or someone should invent a robot that can pick out the right stuff because it seems to me i'm just no good at it. i'll get right on that shall i, get my nerds on it. i consider myself included in that group so i wasn't being mean.
the only time i enjoy shopping is when it's unplanned and you just stumble upon something. then it's like a game. i'm just a kid really :)
kez*
something about the process of trying on garment after garment just to say oh that doesn't: fit me/look good on me/suit me is just a tad depressing.
everyone should have a personal assisstant or someone should invent a robot that can pick out the right stuff because it seems to me i'm just no good at it. i'll get right on that shall i, get my nerds on it. i consider myself included in that group so i wasn't being mean.
the only time i enjoy shopping is when it's unplanned and you just stumble upon something. then it's like a game. i'm just a kid really :)
kez*
Thursday, 22 July 2010
snowden fail!

yes right now i am meant to be climbing snowden but some people can't honour commitments and so it was called off. so disappointed but we have vowed to do it this summer.
so picked up an extra shift tonight, i need the money i suppose.
yesterday, it was great to see all the faces of chem and bio nerds, really good meal at cosmo (new favourite restaurant).
watched inception. not sure if i fully grasped the whole film but i thought it was really good, i'll have to watch it again :)
i played pool expecting to fail miserbley as usual and surprised everyone, including myself, by potting three balls in a row. but i lost the game because i potted the black and white at the same time which was quite disappointing. should let me win that. it would have been the gallant thing to do :P
but... i lost my favourite jacket. my lovely blue leather one. well it's fake leather but that's not important. i loved that jacket.
Kez*
Tuesday, 20 July 2010
cinema
TOY STORY 3
i may be nearly 18 but i absolutely love animation and the fact that i watched the first one when i was little, the same age as andy was in the film, and now watched the third one when andy is my age now was quite moving.
a good laugh with the friendlings
but i think i need to learn moeny management, my method doesn't seem to be working at the moment.
kez*
i may be nearly 18 but i absolutely love animation and the fact that i watched the first one when i was little, the same age as andy was in the film, and now watched the third one when andy is my age now was quite moving.
a good laugh with the friendlings
but i think i need to learn moeny management, my method doesn't seem to be working at the moment.
kez*
Monday, 19 July 2010
Sunday, 18 July 2010
no longer passive
i've just had an insight to what my life will be like if i sit back and wait for something to happen.
i'll be left standing alone by myself while everyone goes off in their different directions. i don't want to get stuck in place where i'm waiting for people and things to find me. so i'm vowing now to get my butt up off the couch come september and find something to do. mabye i'll start learning french like i said i would.
and i still need to find a church where i don't feel the need to poke people to see if they're awake.
kez*
i'll be left standing alone by myself while everyone goes off in their different directions. i don't want to get stuck in place where i'm waiting for people and things to find me. so i'm vowing now to get my butt up off the couch come september and find something to do. mabye i'll start learning french like i said i would.
and i still need to find a church where i don't feel the need to poke people to see if they're awake.
kez*
Friday, 16 July 2010
I carry your heart with me by E.E. Cummings
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and its you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that is keeping the starts apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
E.E Cummings
I heard this peom in a film, one of those incredibley predictable chick flicks. This poem stayed in my mind though. It has such emotion without being overbearing. absolutley beautiful.
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and its you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that is keeping the starts apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
E.E Cummings
I heard this peom in a film, one of those incredibley predictable chick flicks. This poem stayed in my mind though. It has such emotion without being overbearing. absolutley beautiful.
compromises
Compromises. how can you tell what's the better compromise.
is weather a small compromise compared to the standard of education?
sacrificing new friends for old ones?
what about a sense of belonging for something new and fresh?
how can you tell what's the greater compromise and which is worth it?
is weather a small compromise compared to the standard of education?
sacrificing new friends for old ones?
what about a sense of belonging for something new and fresh?
how can you tell what's the greater compromise and which is worth it?
Tuesday, 13 July 2010
Monday, 12 July 2010
i wish...
i wish i could travel across the world without a care
i wish that volunteering your help or skills didn't cost more than a selfish holiday somewhere exotic
i wish money didn't change people
i wish i could make a difference
i wish i was a millionaire
i wish i was a homeless person
i wish i could see the world for what it is and not cringe
i wish that my country could see thats it's moving backwards not forwards
i wish i was home
i wish i could stay here
i wish i knew what to wish for...
i wish that volunteering your help or skills didn't cost more than a selfish holiday somewhere exotic
i wish money didn't change people
i wish i could make a difference
i wish i was a millionaire
i wish i was a homeless person
i wish i could see the world for what it is and not cringe
i wish that my country could see thats it's moving backwards not forwards
i wish i was home
i wish i could stay here
i wish i knew what to wish for...
Saturday, 10 July 2010
family
Ever been to Wing Wah?
it's a chinese (i think because i'm terrible at distinguishing between asian food) buffet style restaurant. mom and i met up with my cousin, my aunt and her new husband and his brother and family. a little family get together. i've never eaten such amazing food.
the seafood was my absolute favourite. i wish i had taken pictures. but the best part was the company. there's nothing like the comfortableness that you feel with family. while travis and i freaked people out with our coke floats (coke and ice-cream) otherwise known as a 'brown cow', the 'adults' laughed, boasted and moaned about their offspring. :D
here's to family
kez*
it's a chinese (i think because i'm terrible at distinguishing between asian food) buffet style restaurant. mom and i met up with my cousin, my aunt and her new husband and his brother and family. a little family get together. i've never eaten such amazing food.
the seafood was my absolute favourite. i wish i had taken pictures. but the best part was the company. there's nothing like the comfortableness that you feel with family. while travis and i freaked people out with our coke floats (coke and ice-cream) otherwise known as a 'brown cow', the 'adults' laughed, boasted and moaned about their offspring. :D
here's to family
kez*
Thursday, 8 July 2010
girls day

:) a day with a girlfriend is just what i needed. i'm not even the complete girly type. but i've been spending a lot of time with the boys and while i love hanging out with them and enjoy failing miserabley on FIFA :) i needed a girls day
so cherise and i did the lunch/dinner and a movie thing
i swear we didn't pause for breath the whole 4 hours that we were together. it was amazing.
it probably doesn't sound like much but it was lovely
and above is a pic we took a year ago when we first became friends x
Kez*
Wednesday, 7 July 2010
Die Melktert Kommissie - Proudly South African
an afrikaans song michelle gave me ages ago :) proudly south african
Tuesday, 6 July 2010
Sunday, 4 July 2010
Friday, 2 July 2010
Drayton Manor
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